at Love's hand

My love is so deep and other-wordly;

it is impossible for me to control.

I tried to withhold it when I thought she didn't love me back.

The pain was awful and she never left my mind.

Then I realized that I love her no matter what.

My body and mind can't control the love.

My only choice is surrender.

The love is there. Even when I perceive hurt at love's hand, the pain of withholding it hurts far worse.

I love the love.
I'm in love what that love.

I will wait forever for that love.

I know that love can't be stopped.

I don't have to do anything.

I just let the love shine through me,

and watch all my dreams come true.   

Today's special affirmation

I let my love flow, even when it hurts; because when fear causes me to hold it back, the hurt turns to suffering.  I'm grateful for the path that lead me here, and I'm never going back.  Kali, I pray, release me forever from my fear of love.